Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 8:37 PM
Because i've finally realizedyou know how we always take advantage of the
chances we are given. and two days later, we think
about it, and we regret.
regret.
the word that is almost useless. it does nothing but
stresses on the pain that we have to go through.
(actually, i've got a lot more to say, but i dun noe how to put them into words, so let's just skip to the chase)so then there's another part of misery where
you won't be able to make up for what you've missed.
where you will never ever be able to say what you've
always wanted to say to a person so dear to you.
to not be able to correct the wrongs you've done.
to not be able to show the love and care you really
have.
to maybe even sleep one night and not wake up the
next morning. because then, there's nothing more
you can do. it willl all be a big
regret.
sometimes, at night, i lay in my bed, staring at the
bed above mine, just thinking. and when i come to
the parts where it hits me, i tear. tear silently so my
sibling above me won't hear. so that she wont' know
what i feel.. because i don't want her to know. i dont
want any of them to know.
because like now, i won't be able to say things right
they'll just say i'm being emotional, that in life, it's
just life. there's nothing more to it.
but i say the total opposite,
i say that in life,
there's so much more to it than just living.
