not going away with the rest of my family.
Not that im alone at home or anything.
Well not at night at least.
By night, i mean 8pm.
My two eldest sisters didnt go either.
Im miserable like shit at home cause they give
me all the shit housework to do at home.
and when they come home still can ask me
to do stuff like hang the clothes.
WHAT SHIT MAN.
i cant really say that they didnt do anything
but man! im pissed like crazy. urgh.
AND THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN VENT MY ANGER.
so now i know what it feels like to be
a mother who has lazy children.
and now i know why my mother
always nags about us letting her
and only her do all the housework.
'Mak, I now know what you feel.
Im Sorry. I know cause
the decision i made has
given me a chance to know what
you go through every single day.
I dont wanna be lazy anymore.'
DAMN, IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME
TO FIGURE THAT OUT, EH.
NO, I WAS JUST IGNORANT. urgh.
i am not pleased with my life
and ive got so much to do with
camp and sch re-opening soon.
I NEED TO PUT THINGS RIGHT.
i REGRET not going away with the rest of my family.