Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 8:46 PM
Happy 18th Birthday AisyahJ.eventhough you curse and swear at me all the time, you're still my sisterand nothing can change that.it was my sister's birthday today but we
did absolutely nothing. until half an hour
ago when i decided her birthday cannot
be this horrible.
and all i did was made her a birthday card.
well, nobody bothered in the first place!i bet she stayed at hope hoping that
we'll at least have a birthday cake at the
table and sing a birthday song. but no.
if i knew, i would have asked her to go
out with her friends. her day would have been
much better. i can bet on that.
despite that, we did have a meal last night.
and stayed all the way till 2. hope she
had a good time to make up for today.
yesterday was meant for today's celebration.
but it just isnt the same that way.
putting that aside, yesterday's
beach cleaning was awesome.
yeah, i had a nice time.
i got home and i was dead tired.
fell asleep and woke to my mother asking me
to wash up and get ready to go out.
i wasnt in the mood at all ):
my sister got so pissed that i wasnt ready
and shouted in my ear
'why arent you dressed yet?!
we need to go out real soon!'
and being in that mood, i shouted back
'damn it, am i not wearing clothes?!'
and my brother who was just as unready
as me laughed in the background.
hahaha. i really shouldnt have done that,
but i felt like a 'warewolf'. hahaha!
ah. i havent studied history.
urgh. i need to finish this quick.
ive not done well for any of my
recent common test D:
i feel so useless, so ungrateful, so stupid.
im sorry for saying that, if it hurt anybody.my intelligence is the only thing ive got.and i cant afford to lose it. i need to work harder.i want to work harder.
i will work harder.
