Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
i lost my ez-link card again.
i just got my last one 3 weeks ago.
i dont regret.
i dont want to regret.
i cried for awhile.
i realized there was nothing to cry about.
i stopped crying.
that happened only after back tracking
my steps from the bus stop up to my front door.
she asked me 'where did you drop it?'
he asked me 'did it drop in the bus?'
i asked myself ' how does it matter anymore?'
i only wished i could shut them up.
but i cant. i musnt.
i tell myself that there's a reason
for every happening. i believe.
i tell myself i must accept facts.
i must move along.
i tell myself 'at least i got something
out of this'
i got a lesson learnt.
i tell myself i'll just make a new one tomorrow (:
i know losing an ez-link card isnt much
of a severity.
but its just me. i give me the pressure.
i never thought id lose my card
since young.
then it happened. during june break.
it didnt hit me hard enough for me to
realize my mistake.
but this latest lost hit me too hard.
im glad.
now i know i should sew up
my skirt pocket.
(and no, it wasnt in my pocket when
it dropped. it was in the book.)
